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Been awhile, haha, I check every so often (out of habit, be scrolling aimlessly on DA app lolz)

How is everyone?
I've been slightly busy with classes, busy but at the same time not busy? I don't feel all that busy even though I have been, and other times I feel so busy even if I am not busy hahaha ^^'

I miss a bunch of things, maybe because I just watched a sad movie the other day and have been listening to some sad music past few weeks? (SHH IT IS BEAUTIFUL MUSIC!)
I miss getting up and drawing literally every day for myself or for friends give or take hahaha... Or waking up to find new messages from people who I've been talking with (since time zones)

I love art, I love writing, I love stories, I love talking
But
Recently I feel like I haven't been doing all that much ><

I feel like I don't have much to say to people or much energy to draw, maybe it was due to stress, or lack of motivation? Winter blues? Something was bugging me a lot for awhile, something I didn't know how to shake

So I am sorry not much has been said from me lately ^^'

I can at least say I am not like hurting all the time or anything, not really sad or anything, just felt super uninterested in things that I would normally love doing, grew to be lazy and just sit and do nothing till I found someone to talk with, or watch youtube (which made me smile)

Maybe I felt this way because it was my first year having all my close friends far away, so I wasn't able to see them or talk to them because they had no time to spare for conversation (I miss them too!)

So I am not really depressed if anyone was thinking that


Just been extremely bored and took that as not wanting to do things because they felt mundane, like I had already done it several times lol



So I think now that summer is around the corner and a friend is coming back, maybe I can try to shake this feeling :) (Finals this week then I think my classes this term are done!)

I want to draw more, talk more, maybe RP with others if they want to again (mind you I might take replies a little slower as to not burn myself out on writing haha, that was my problem before, took on so many that it hurt my head to keep track of them all @.@ so maybe replies will be more planned and scheduled so I am not overwhelming my head with characters and stories and accidently overlapping them)
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Good luck with finals :iconcheerplz: